To be honest, I am searching for the elusive "perfect" New Years. Wait, I take that back, New York in Times Square a few years back was pretty freakin' fun. That's probably #1.
I have had MANY that I adore, but I regret to say that I usually have such high expectations that New Year's has failed to meet them time and again. What am I expecting? I couldn't tell you. As I said, it's elusive. I enjoy myself immensely, but somehow can't shake that feeling of being let down somehow. And I can't explain it.
So this year, I am doing something I have NEVER done. I am spending it completely alone. This is my agenda:
4 DVD's. 1 movie, 3 that have an entire season of a series that I love but have missed because I don't have Showtime or HBO (Burn After Reading is the movie, and then Entourage Season 5, Weeds Season 4 and Californication Season 1). I also bought a book by one of my favorite authors (Scarpetta by Patricia Cornwell). For dinner: filet mignon, mashed potatoes, and my last batch of homemade cream corn. A bubble bath and 2 bottles of champagne. I also have my favorite cheesecake. For breakfast the next morning, I have bacon and eggs set to go, with a mimosa. And I have a back up apple cobbler in case I veer off course and don't feel like making what I planned.
There is NO WAY I will make through all of those DVD's, or the book. Or hell, even the cheesecake! But the point is, I have no expectations, I've just surrounded myself with tons of good "me" stuff to do, if I feel like it. Time for reflection and meditation. Typically New Years has been spent with someone I love, be it the husband, boyfriend, brother and sister or friends. This year, it's all me!
We'll see how it goes.

I already cleaned the oven/kitchen, the office and the bedroom. Tomorrow it's the bathroom and the living/dining rooms. I'll be ringing in the New Year with a sparkling home, good food, good book, good movies and a nice bubblebath! And on the 2nd, I hit the gym again and start on my resolutions!